Acne Struggles

Its always hard for me to talk about my facial skin issues because I thought they will just pass. Yes, I have pimples and today its somehow accurate to say I have acne. My sister don’t suffer from this problem and my father don’t too, my mother on the other hand says she does, on her younger years but I can’t see no scars.

I was on my fourth year in high school (around when I’m 16 years old) when I got a pimple. A single pimple pop up on my left cheek. I honestly don’t want it there so I force it open to make it go away easily and on the contrary it only got bigger, leaving behind a scar after it disappear. And somehow when I pop it open, it only triggers more of them to appear above the surface. Like awakening a wave of zombies because you killed one of them. And now they’re coming after me. Exactly what I felt right now after three whole years, I totally feel betrayed by my own skin.

This year’s the worse. I got plenty of pimples scattering on my left and right cheek. They’re wild and uncontrollable. I’ve been using a lot of over the counter creams and even tried the organic way. Still I’m here to where I’m supposed to be, a face full of pimples. It totally weaken my confidence and self-esteem, I can’t look at people right in front of their faces afraid of being discriminated. I know how human mind works and its deadly really.

Fast forward, 2 years has gone and my acne problem is still present. I tried acne treatment which was expensive and the same time really, really painful. My scars are now visible and my pores are huge! I cant even tell if im really a girl, frustration at its peak.

Well im still trying to tell them to go away but they always stand their ground chose to stay.

May forever… sa pimples huehue

judilee

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